Four months and 20 Days

Four months and Twenty days

By Paul A Fischer

2/2010

When I can feel the plunge,

 into that forbidden abyss

 my breath comes up fast

 my heart beats strong

I begin the uncontrolled lunge

 a fast twist

To finishing the exhilaration

  of secrets long forgotten

and just contemplation

 sinks me into jealous bliss

I know it's no shit

 Because of the oceans

Brimming over feiry sunsets

 Mixing into salty potions

Tear drops roll against outstanding debts

I know it's no shit because of the

 Dime sized pools, irises blessed

With transcendental light

 Exhaling upward as long hair

Twinkles like forgotten

 Stars burning bright

On my bare chest

But then your gone

 And I lose control

I'm ready to accept

 The madness we elect

To undergo to keep

What I have now,

 Your hot jealous lips

Beating with my every

 Breath

Keeping with the rythm of

 My heart

Choking me like a christmas

 Blunt

Blinding me with a dazzling

 Insanity

Alive

That's how I know

 I can wait

That's how I know

 Four months and

Twenty days,

 The love you give,

I'll take.